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To Wander is a Dream

49,450 words

25 June 2024


  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Mature
  • retrospective
Urianger deserved far better than Thancred could ever hope to give him. That was why he wouldn’t tell him—about the flowers, about his love. He’d breathe and bear every one of his sins and his mistakes and his lies, all for he who was too good, for he who was too pure—

For blossoms were all Thancred would ever be.)

Changing Tides

7,870 words

17 May 2024


  • commissioned work
  • Leofard Myste / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Leofard knew Caspian was plotting something: his smile gave it all away. Then again, when was Caspian not up to something—it was never a matter of how much Leofard could discern, but how much he was willing to indulge.

But oh, how Leofard loved to indulge.

Rekindle

6,985 words

23 January 2024


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Urianger deserved to thrive, thought Klein. Urianger deserved all of the love and success in the world, even if Klein wasn’t there to witness it.

That was the reason for the pain rending his chest, he knew. For unlike Urianger, Klein didn’t deserve the niceties of quaint cottages, of rose planters in the window or butter biscuits left on the doorstep—not after what he had done.

Blushing in the Moonlight

5,771 words

19 April 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“’Tis a most foolhardy course of action! What if—what if we are heard? What if—our hero—”

“Focus less on your woes and more on keeping your voice low. Let me get you out of your head—and if you still aren’t exhausted enough to sleep after I’m done with you, I will simply have to try again. Now,”—Thancred pressed a wet kiss to Urianger’s neck—“do you think you can be quiet for me, love?”

Tethered True

4,592 words

31 March 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“I beg thee for further decadence,” Urianger gasped. “I beg thee for want sated, and for love everlasting, for love fulfilling—and love further still, ’til all save our union is lost to the murk and the mire….”

“You speak as if you’re the one in heat,” said Jack, a smile curling on his lips.

Heat Death of the Universe

4,713 words

27 March 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Thancred would’ve liked to think that he had an impressive virility. He used to, at least—nearly any woman in Ul’dah could attest to that—though he didn’t think the years weighing heavy on his bones had affected him that badly.

No, his virility wasn’t the problem: it was his partners’, and their heats.

Nature of the
Beast

6,628 words

09 March 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“Pray open thine eyes, Thancred. Thy journey shall not end hither.”

Thancred did. The brilliance of light above silhouetted a form long and lithe. His jewels gleamed. His horns bowed. A single tear seeped from his bright, bright eyes, darkening the tawny fur on his cheek.

“Pray,” Urianger said, “do not leave me.”

Thancred’s tail struggled to thump beneath him as one single thought crossed his mind: 'How have I never noticed how gorgeous you are?'

Mercy, Mercy

5,337 words

01 March 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Urianger Augurelt
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Urianger’s lips settled into a deep, pensive frown. “A caricature constructed from memory,” he murmured. “Most intriguing indeed….”

“’Twould be I who ought to remark that of thee.”

Of Shade and
Sea

9,152 words

25 February 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Hythlodaeus / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“’Tis merely a theory. I am but a shade, after all—of that, I still know. I only seek to offer you an opportunity,” said Hythlodaeus.

“Opportunity?”

“To learn, if you’d like. About Azem. About us.”

Ukiyōkai

3,835 words

31 January 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“A malicious dread doth smolder in my heart, and try as I might to smother its smoke, I find that it burneth yet. ’Tis a feeling rooted not in logic, but in fear most feeble, and I—I have not a single excuse. I dared not utter its name ’til now, though its face hath been bared to me for many a darkened moon: ’tis that of doubt, unquestionably.”

“Doubt?” W’htal echoed. “What have you to doubt?”

“Doubt as to my place hither beside thee—betwixt thee and Thancred both.”

Stars Held in
Hand

4,027 words

20 January 2023


  • commissioned work
  • Urianger Augurelt / Warrior of Light
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Eira’s shoulders slumped, and she breathed in a strangled gasp. “Then prove it,” she said. “Silence the last of my bitter doubts, and—and prove to me that you still love me as deeply as I love you.”

The final syllable was barely out of her mouth before Urianger kissed her.

Bygone Bole

6,690 words

16 December 2023


  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“I implore thee,” Urianger said, frowning, “to refrain from calling them trysts.”

Thancred licked his lips. What else would he call this? Lovemaking? He hadn’t the courage to ask. He wasn’t ready for the inevitable draw of Urianger’s brow and the distance he would put between them if they decided to give whatever this was a name—for naming it would inspire them to think about it, and thinking, of course, would lead to the obvious, unwanted conclusion.

Evermore

5,078 words

05 December 2022


  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
“Happily,” Urianger murmured to him, “would I bear thy children.”
Thy Eternal
Summer

31,026 words

03 March 2022


  • series
  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: Explicit
  • retrospective
Thancred learns that his partner goes into heat. (Urianger swears it isn’t a heat. Thancred says it’s close enough.)
Respite, Despite

25,045 words

03 March 2022


  • Urianger Augurelt / Thancred Waters
  • Rating: General
  • retrospective
He wondered how selfish he could let himself become. He could waive the responsibility of the world and live instead betwixt glamour and dream. He could be reborn anew, and all of his secrets would die with the name Augurelt. Yet Urianger was shaped by his secrets—and thus did he tame his tongue and lie (and lie, and lie) about his love, until he could no longer remember the taste of the truth.

"He that holdeth fast unto his convictions shall never count betrayal amongst his crimes, though all the world may call him villain. My path is unchanged; my creed sacrosanct. This I believe with all my heart."